well I have so much to write about but I cant find the words to write. I wish I was smarter of more talented. I cant seem to figur out what I want anymore. I am back in Pueblo, not because I want to be here. I have to be here I would give anything to leave again I cant stand the people here or this city at all I just want to burn it down. Distroy this place I want to see it gone. On a side not I want to get a new fujifilm instax mini 7S I wish I had the money for it. It is 59.99 USD and a five pack of film is only 8.99 USD and that would give me 100 shots but, I'm dreaming if I think my photos would get me any where I have got no where fast with my photos. I know how to develope my own film and how to work a camera with skill but, I never went to school for it so no one will ever hire me to take there photos. I hate this world.