I have been sick the last few days so I have not had the time to post. I planned on posting a video on you tube but my laptop died. I am posting from my school laptop with has domain blocks on it so no facebook,myspace or youtube for me for now. I have other laptops i could use but I am letting a family friend use it so when I get it back I will post a video. I will keep you posted.
Lately I have not really felt like myself I have not been sleeping or eating like max does it feels like I am out side of my body looking at myself. It is almost like I am watching a movie and I know how it starts but I dont know when or how it is going to end, I have been reading a lot about mental health and symptomatology psychognosis and diagnosi it is a good read. I know that there is something wrong with me and I am going to find out why I am the way I am. I dont know if this will take the rest of my life or just most of it but one thing I know is I will learn why I act and think like I do. I really dont know what the hell I am doing putting this in my blog but I am I think I should be able to share every aspect of my thoughts and watch peoples reactions so that I can find out how people act when they find out I am truthfully mad. Mental health seems to be the base of every thing we do and become in our lives. This is more about exploring the depth of my mental processes. Now let
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I am just chillin at my brothers house out in Beulah Co. It is a great place to chill and take it easy. There is truthfully nothing to do out here but well more nothingness. It is kinda fun. I am only out here for the night so ya I am going to be back in Pueblo in the morning.
My new OS is kinda slow and I have alot of problems with streaming video over the net but, anything is better thin windows. I found some new music and ith is really good. I want you all to hear Red Alert 3 Uprising - Soviet March 2 (soprano version)
RAWR! Yesterday I updated my old laptop from linux mint back to windows XP pro and now I have lost all my wifi drivers. I went the website for makers of the laptop and they don't have the driver that will work for a laptop they made. So I said fuck that and now I am downloading a new ISO called fedora it is open source ISO. which mean can go in play with all of the files that make the OS run. I will more then likely mess it up and have to reload my laptop. Starting the whole thing over again.
I have posted a link to the site where you can get your own copy of fedora to try out. Have fun with it!
Well today is Wednesday, I spent most of my morning at Colorado State University, Pueblo. I was in the math building on my laptop just messing around on some forums, youtube and my web site. Now I am updating you all on my life. i found some cool music on youtube. IT is techno so you have been warned.
I also worked on some programing that I was thinking about. It was kinda a black hat project so I am not going to go into detail but I was trying to RAT a router.